This Is Me Being Awkward

At the age of six, I could wink an eye
I chose a girl, or maybe two, or maybe more
To see who'd respond, I winked the eye
One got caught and she wanted to like me
But on the first day of primary school I fell in the mud
She saw me crying, and I just don't know what the hell happened
She was gone afterward and never be heard of

At the age of eleven, I thought I was ready
My friends and I made a deal
"Let's write a letter to any girl you know and see what happens"
I did and he wrote one too
But he failed while I succeeded
That girl responded well and accepted my love
Together for two years, and so we separated

At the age of fourteen, I knew a girl of my ex-class
She told a friend that she liked me, I told that friend I liked her too
Didn't know what to do and we ended up together
We were too shy so didn't speak much
The only words of hers I remember, "You've gone taller"
Just had my first wet dream on those days, yeah I was taller
Too bad we were too shy so we broke up

At the of age sixteen, I fell in love again
This time was real, I felt like a grown-up
We liked each other but she wanted to wait
SPM was getting closer so I said I'd wait
Then she knew a man and I was just a boy
But that man was great she was taken care of well
Better without me, so I left a changed man

At the age of eighteen, I got involved again
As a changed man I didn't want to wait
After just two weeks we tied the knot
After just three months we hit the wall
Told her I should leave for a better reason
She heard it like "for a better person"
She moved on fast, but I caught up later, just not with her

At the age of twenty-one, I met an angel
The best of I had had, and even older
She was close with her mom, and my mom too
Off to Cameron Highland, my mom'd ask for her more than she'd for me
But life ain't that free, things worked differently
She gave me coffee, I didn't have the coffee-mate
I had the shoes, she hadn't the shoelace, and the end of story

This is not a poem.

p/s: Okay, like usual, I never feel good writing about my love life. But when I do, that means I was inspired not too long before. Do check this and this out if you want to find out more!

11 comments:

Syafiq May 28, 2010 at 1:53 AM  

ehem2...tbe2 feeling plak ni bro...tula,aku dh suruh rujuk blk,ko xnk...ehehe

Judiene May 28, 2010 at 2:47 AM  

hmmmmmmm
(long pause)
ok, cool!
;P

Merissa K. May 28, 2010 at 4:13 AM  

awwwwww.

i paling cannot tahan, part wet dream tu! LOLLLLL.

baizulikha al-yahya May 28, 2010 at 4:15 AM  

dan kadang kadang, bila dia bagi coffee, kita hulur gula, dia tak puas hati sebab nak coffee mate jugak.

yang perangai macam ni, entah la nak buat macam mana.

Igniz May 28, 2010 at 6:09 AM  

sapik: hahaha. bukan feeling la dol. pengaruh rakan2 blog. baca diorang punya post, aku pun terasa cam nak tulis gak. hehehe.

judiene: thanks, dude. :)

merissa k: hahaha. itu kisah benar okey~

baizulikha: hahaha. well dalam relationship kadang2 tu keserasian memang tak muncul2. takleh nak salahkan sesapa. kalau dah tau tak leh nak work out, better leave it. ;)

Healmie Zahari May 30, 2010 at 9:49 PM  

I have a kawan,
The kawan is you,
macho dgn jantan,
depan pompuan malu2!

hahaha... =D

p/s: check out my new blog 'moharz'

Igniz May 30, 2010 at 10:06 PM  

burn: terima kasih kerana mempromote aku. hahaha. :P

elena June 2, 2010 at 11:21 AM  

hahaha!! i oso dunno nape i gelak sampai nak nangis bace this post... sori~~

Igniz June 2, 2010 at 11:31 AM  

elena: hahaha. mungkin u memahami post ni dari sudut berlainan. heheh.

Anonymous August 19, 2010 at 1:21 PM  

i dunno u n u dunno me BUT interestingly i like your blog.. keep up lil'bro..

Igniz August 22, 2010 at 9:41 PM  

anonymous: thanks. :)

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